ugh. feel so depressed.
ugh. feel so depressed.
this isn’t tintin related but I might have bipolar 1. it’s still isn’t official yet. but i’m being diagnose for it. (i really hope i don’t.) 🙁 :\
I feel such an idiot. but i’m not gonna say why though… it’s something personal. 🙁 :\
Hey, Tumblr! 👋
Today marks the first day of Mental Health Month. Just like last year, we wanted to take up a bit of your dashboard real estate to talk about something important: you.
“Mental health” covers a broad spectrum of complex illnesses and emotions. It’s not always a cut-and-dry diagnosis, or something that goes away when you practice self-care. It can be difficult. It can feel like an uphill battle, especially after the year we’ve had. One of the ways we can move forward is by talking about it. We want to help facilitate that.
We want you to know that there are resources out there. There are people to talk to if you need someone to talk to, and there are organizations to look into if you want to help others.
- NAMI (@namiorg and @oktotalk), the National Alliance on Mental Illness, is the largest grassroots mental health organization in the U.S. Residents can dial 800-950-NAMI Monday through Friday, 9 a.m. — 6 p.m. ET.
- The It Gets Better Project (@itgetsbetterproject) has one mission: uplift, empower and connect LGBTQ+ youth all around the globe. They have a list of over 1,000 resources for LGBTQ+ youth who are struggling with their sexuality, their families, their friends, or anything else. They want to remind you that you do not have go through anything alone.
- The Born This Way Foundation (@bornthiswayfoundation) is committed to supporting the wellness of young people and empowering them to create a kinder and braver world. Their goal is to encourage kinder communities, improve mental health resources, and more positive environments both online and off.
Today we want to help you set up your own support system right on your own Tumblr. Some place where you can be honest and open and true. If you feel comfortable with it, we have two questions for you: what are you doing today to make life easier for yourself? And if you feet up to it—if you feet like you are in a good enough place yourself—what can you do to make life a little bit better for someone else?
Don’t forget, we have a whole directory of resources and prevention services that are open for people from all over the world right over here in our Help Center.
Guys i may not be on this week. it’s spring break and Easter weekend over here where i live and my depression and anxiety been really bad. i guess i will be back next week or when i’m feeling okay. i like tumblr but i don’t know if it’s an great place anymore. all it’s been doing lately is making sick mentally. when i first join it wasn’t like this. *sigh* maybe tumblr is too grown up for me.
anyway, this may change and be delete. not this blog but this post. i’m having another moment and i need to vent.
i’m so sorry guys. this suppose to be an tintin blog not me venting about my mental health. i’m so sorry.
i really hope guys understand why i do these post. i just need to vent sometimes because i really don’t have many people to talk to in real life or the web.
i feel like crying right now. and i may will.
i’m so sorry. i’m gonna end this post here. i’m so sorry.
It’s been two days and my anxiety is still acting up. i can’t sleep or think or eat. i think i could be paranoid now from this site. now i don’t wanna post anything or do anything now. i don’t know what to do. ugh. i hope this pass. this is one of the main reason i like to be alone, be at small places with few people, and don’t post anything or do anything. it’s really sucks because i thought this site was better than that. it’s sort of better but it have it problems. a lot people been message me i just wanna say thank you. i don’t know will i get to you or not because that’s how bad my anxiety is as of right now. it feels like it’s trying to go away but sometimes it’s takes awhile or longer. i really hope this pass. darn it.
I won’t be on as much because as you all know I have depression. so i’ll be starting something soon to help it. so if I don’t be on much it’s because of that. I will reply to messages when I can. thank for your understanding.